~ originals (of the crap) ~

I know a few wud wanna bash me up now for calling my own work CRAP, who's a better critic than yourself.. :).. so here's the actual work on paper n pen. not the best of tools. but wht i manage to get my hands on at work..besides im suppose to be working right.. not drawing crap.. :D here's the one i uploaded earlier, with digital clean up. hope you'll like this.. or not.. :)

~ sketches (crap) ~

Here's some of the crap sketches i do when im utterly bored at office.. :D these were initially on paper now scanned and few digital edits. more on the wy unless u really ask me to stop with the posting of these :D hehehe. think ill post link to deviantart and upload the stuff there..

~ to me love is (tagged) ~

following the tag by santhoshi. after reading alot of what others bloggers had to say about love, gets me kinda wondering, is it small gestures that makes a person lovable or is it just ur inner feeling towards someone, something?

~ having my niece n nephew hug me when i go to visit them and chat with them.
~ my mom getting up very early morning just to make coffee before i go to work.
~ hugging those special friends.
~ giving someone in times of needy and walking away content.
~ and the same person saying thanks and meaning it.
~ being pampered by aunts, grandmom and grown up cuz's and cuz's husbands/wifes.
~ taking the lil cuzs out once in a while and mocking around at home even.
~ mum sometimes hugging you for no reason.
~ getting a text or seeing tht special someone(s) online.
~ your friends asking you to stop being insane atleast from now on, year after year on ur b'day card.
~ listening to the special someone say how you look good when you took the time to dress up for that person.
~ giving / getting hugs for no reason.
~ getting a call / msg from someone you havent heard the voice or not known the where about in a long time.
~ fighting for no reason and having to make up for it with cute talk.
~ messing up the hair of someone special.
~ lying on my mom's lap / belly watchin tv/movie.
~ the look on ppl's face who use to carry you when u wre a lil kid now awed at your size and looks.
~ spending even your last penny to make someone smile, knowing you've got walk to the take the bus instead of the tuk tuk.
~ being utterly broke, no way to call, you write a note to say you love someone.
~ wished, cared by strangers whom you havent met in your life on your b'day, breakdown/happy times.
~ being tagged by ppl :)

i dont think i have anyone left to be tagged... i know im late.. :D
just back in sl and back at work... :'(

~ oh yeh its gone ~

Dont think ill get much of seeing places or enjoying the break im getting. i have to stay bed ridden for sometime now, dont know for how long though. suffering from ankle arthritis on both ankles.

Hey Angel doc - any idea how long i wud have to taking rest. so much for a break n holiday on no pay.

but i guess this was meant to happen one of these days.

so how has rest for the bloggers been?!?!

just thought i'd drop a line on the update.

~ going going gooonneee ~

Well not yet. I'm still in sl :P will be leaving in a while, with just my laptop n my clothes. I so love travelling alone compared to accompanying my mom. Her min luggage is 3 baggages. I use to hate it when i had to travel with her. Now i get her the tickets n drop her at the airport.. I never book my tickets for the same flight :D MEAN SON i'm u may say.. >:) tooo bad.

oh btw the planned surprise has been spoiled by someone. i'm yet to find out the culprit and have some of my fist(if only i can give tht in real).

Going to be flying Kingfisher, lets see if all the haa hoo meets my standards. yet to see a airhostess who make me drop dead right on spot, then n there. will i be lucky atleast this time.. :(

Does anyone need anything.. :)..

This is turning out to be most expensive holiday im taking, since im going on NO PAY. Hope its all worth it, and i need one.. havent done a holiday in 3yrs. No wonder im so cranky n uptight.

so you'll ppl, do drop by. might upload pics and short news flashes... take care n love to all.....i think im already high on the thought im going on a holiday.. :D

~ recent things ~

I think this post shud go as the part II of this post. Cos thats what i've been so far, or maybe i have too many things running in my head and only with 4hrs of sleep my energy is drained out and im like a walking zombie. I think i need to go see a doc..not this DOC, though i think she would be good too :P hehehe. Seriously lacking sleep and having to wake up at 2.30 in the morning just adds on to that. Finally i thought i had enough of this and I did quit ma work, thought of going unemployed for a little while and get my own lil teeeny weeeny business venture up n running. But the company wanted me to stay back(after accepting my resignation) to go into the technical division with alot of red tapes and pay cut. i also needed a paycheck for the start up cash :D. so i have to put up with the lack of sleep and drained out health issues, pay cut when i move to technical division for couple of months or so or a miracle doc needs to come save me to help me have it all :D i know no one can have it al.

That being said, im still experimenting with my new toys. Shud post some pics once have somethin i can really post up without having to make myself look stupid n embarrass myself.. :D

Also might be gettin a break from everything for 2 weeks. A holiday(after 3yrs), hopefully i'd get ma passport in time, that is on or before thursday!! flying away to India on friday.. hope i dont jinx it.. :( be back in couple of weeks. got a wedding & mommy is turning 50. she doesnt know i'm coming :D heheh another heart attack for her..whoooppppyyy...its suppose to be a surprise.. and hopefully it stays tht wy. I wonder if i even want to get to 50?!?!? tht seeems like eternity to me. We've had our differences, but its hey its still mommy. she wud be herself.. and i would be me. so hopefully everything goes to plan.

just wanted to drop in and say hi... what have you folks been upto? had a good weekend?

~ 24 - II ~

So yes, this years celebration was actualy lack thereof :-(. Was sick since wednesday, so didnt have the energy to do anything. Was working on my birthday, sick, working and was pushed really over the edge. Couldnt take it anymore, called in sick the next day. Rested it off.. the best part of the bad start of my b'day weekend ended with gifts from few friends collectively.. im still awed!!
G-pen 450 & Lide 100

Apparently its not for me.. :D its for the business im working on my own. A big help from my friends. Thanks boys & grls. :D

Setting the toys aside, like i said, one of the low key birthday's i've had. No clubbing, no drinking, and wht not.. :( DULL is not the word..cant wait to get ma cut, put ma shoes and get those red sweatshirts out.. ;-)

hope everyone else had a good weekend..more work(tshirts you might/might not see in stores) to be posted soon.