~ idle ~

not the status next to your nick name in a IM, but thts my real state now. well atleast 99% of the time.. well lets calculate the no of calls i use to handle on a daily basis when i was in col, when atleast use to when i was working on that project. hmmm i have to do a average about 120-130 calls a day to cover ma target.. now its just been 9 calls the highest which has come for a day. well actually the sh** hasn't hit the fan yet. so im fingers crossed. this time actually is inbound. so i can wait till someone feels like talkin to me or complaining to me. thats wht im here for "project : complaint man". wish i knew.. but then again like i've said before its free trip to see ma natives. for all the long toil of 3 yrs in my company a smal tinnnyyy wiiinnnyyy reward/curse which might cost me my new job.

mostly in here its about my complaints n views of things in my life. they say i shud feel happy i have a job but the purpose of the job or fulfillment is not there. there is need for me to work. im a workaholic. ma dad was one, so will i be, its in ma genes. but my view of work is somethin other. i might not be bright quick learner but im certainly witty on the long run. but these projects are short term mostly pilot projects or DR purpose. been a suckur on the early days when i started work cos i was fast n quick. then when i adapted to the system, i got bored of the system. it was routine, thts part of the job but since i mastered it, it no long stimulated my mind. i remember doing these random test(funny ones) one of the results was, i'd be turned on by science chick rather than a blondy... cos the SC would stimulate my mind by her mere intellectuality. i'd F*** that.... these part of me is i never had one particular taste. well thats a different story. tht dept is closed permanently. so comin back to the stimulating part. its true, i need to be kept on the buzz, busy mind boggling uptemp work. everythin is exciting untill i've been trained and mastered. after tht it wud be ordinary, tom dick, jenny, blonde can do tht and i'd give up.. :-)

so being idle 99% of the time, wht do i do... hmm work start at 12, so i come here before tht. then for another half hr there is no internet access, anyways im not suppose to be having net access, in colombo i have the privilege of knowing supervisor password for my dept. so im using tht in here, triv office. :-D so sri lankan of me ya, doing wht im not suppose to do. well i had to be on web messenger all the while i was in col. stupid bloo** sh** tht is. IT punk a** cant keep the hands off ma pc, i've lost my admin rights(i cant install any program). thts that. reading blogs n sign to msgr. thts wht i do as the job and attending to calls is like part time.. :D i know so many wud wannabe where iam..

so you wanna idle? hope atleast the new place, if i make it back to sl in time and the company still wants to hire me, would be more exciting(known factor i'd be bored soon in that too). but i've been warned its goin to be hard work, which im looking forward, i've been lethargic since i've settled into monotonous work. so hope i can i jumpstart ma engine from "idle" to "too busy".