~ hikka ~

and now i know whats e whole rave abt hikka is.... :-) shud i detail? ah ah ah...hows everyone's weekend?

~ Help - SOS - F1 ~

I dont know if im in the midst of quarter life crisis or not, certainly not helping me much, nor my mood, or not having any tolerance for bullshit or ppl pushing and shoving things at me (only was tried). So i jumped the gun once again, took my usual route of going to the avp at a level higher than someone who slotted himself in between in the corporate (bullshit) hierarchy with the prob the so who slotted himself came up with along with my immediate supervisor. dropped the words I WOULD NOT HESITATE TO QUIT IF I GET PUSHED ONCE MORE threat (not sure how it swings & thts a long story short). For once i was diplomatic, put everything on the table and made sure he got my point (frustration) and i was serious about putting the paper on the table and walking out. Was given alt options and routes to work things, but i'm not impressed. Since then, i've been looking for a hint of sarcasm or pushing / shoving from my immediate supervisor to type out that letter and sign and hand it over with a sigh / relief smile along with the frustration of the bills on the table in the back of my mind.

So im starting my backup plan, until i could find something stable, sending cv's to friends, head hunter's, basically as far as my finger tips manage to reach. So i thought why not reach out on the web, as a last resort - im out looking for freelance jobs in the lines of designing, writing. Two key areas which i can manage to do. But i dont have a qualification in one of them - writing and i don have credible work experience as such in both, although i went to a design school to study design. so if any of you know any gigs or temps that pop in ur head, please do drop me in on it, you'll can catch me on thegamelk@gmail.com if you require more of a formal resume of sort....

This comes as a desperation post of sort, hope i get through this week or make it to even a quarter life :)

Have a good week everyone..

~ my world ~

Was planning on starting a tag myself, and LD started on somethin, RD picked it and its being followed slowly i think, so here i go with mine (totally bored random post on a friday night)

basketball (though i don get to play anymore)
swimming
some friends
some in family
music
a good drink
a good dance
a good partner for the night
good laugh
good lies
flirting
going out with a stranger
nieces n nephews
shoes
red
black
blue
lazy weekday
fondling
caressing just aimlessly
movie
movie date
movie with friends
playing pool to teach someone
dressing up
dessing up for someone
dressin like a old rag just cause
writing
reading
smiling
staying at home when you have to go out
going out when you have to stay at home
waking up late everyday
waiting for someone
planning a date
holding someone's hand
whispering
playing with each other hair

ok the list seems to be aimless n long.. il stop... :) hows it going with everyone...? happy weekend....

~ conversation ~

Boy: do you remember you asking me where we are going with this?
Girl: oh yeah, i did.
Boy: and that would be?
Girl: i think it wud be best if we stayed friends, we are not going to go far and even if we dragged, it wud be nowhere.
Boy. oh, cool *trying to wipe off a slightly sad smile*

Never in the conversation, did she wonder what he had in mind. :)

Women, cant live with them.. n cant live without them.