~ boredom ~

Well that happens to be cos im at home since last monday and i've been out only once, reason why you may (you should) ask..*drum roll*.. i'm unemployed.. yes you read correct. Moi quit the workforce since monday. Have not been searching high n low for a job, but sending around cv's and talking to ppl is going on. its like a nopay leave, with only ur last paycheck in bank and you've got bills on the table.. :-D.. how many would do somethin stupid (or not) like me..?!?! thats a serious question, under what circumstance would you quit the job your at right now? what would force you to quit a organisation? Having said all that and like LD put in the last post comment, i've had a whole lot time in my hand to laze around, mock around and what not... so what came out of this boredom..and unemployment... below is the answer..

Have been working on them for a couple of days, just a selected few of whom i read often. Got a few other i want to get creative for.. Santhoshi, Cadence, Deliah, LD...not sure of the theme i can work on.. :) here's more variations for a couple of the above i managed to play around with...

Pretty much sums up.. how jobless i've been.. :D hehehe

Hows the weekend going.....?

~ map of letter to me ~

RD seems to have a burning question of if he should continue the mapping.. He started the tag, he better finish it. :) lol.. well here you go..managed to map out with the last map that you had put up. Dont know how far this had caught fire, as most of them later tags were not mainstream bloggers i suppose. So do let me know if you want me to add more ppl and ill convert it to a way you can have links to each one's blog...

Im sure there is more to the above.. so ppl who wre tagged, tagged themselves.. pls do drop a comment so i can add em all..

Any reason why the right hand side is just branched to 3 tier?? lol

~ letter to 16 (tagged) ~

Here's the follow on the tagging.. by Santhoshi, who broke the rule :D..besides rules where meant to be broken. Wanted to use this tag in the story(crap) im writing these days, but i've been tagged so.. have to adhere to this.. :D

Oi Lo$t $oul,

Ya thats the name you'll be known by in about 4years time in a place called blogosphere. Yes im the future you, i know you must be jumping up and down now. shut it and listen to me, like thts going to happen. Cutting the crap, pointers what you might go through, just a heads up, thats all.

Your planning to go to India again and yes your going for that wedding. you remember your hunch of you being with a single parent for the rest of your life, wish you hadnt had that. Enjoy the wedding, spend time with both of them, you cant stop whats going to happen. Dont go around looking for black shirt, cos you wont get it, and alot of ppl are going to ask you why and how you know and all that crap, they call black as omen, and ur not going to listen i know. So go ahead, learn to shave early, gosh you sloppy ass, always late and last minute just like appa, no wonder he keeps screaming at you all the time. following that your going to go on a trip and thats where everything changes for the rest of your life. next few days are going to be the worst, toughen up boy, pull your socks up.

your going to come back to sl with only one person and ur AS results is going to shock you, doing crash course without going to skool u might think was cool, NOT. Pick on what you like more, all the geeky computer stuff. Your going to leave SL by coming January, live alone and play havoc, and maybe study. You'll get bored soon, dont worry and you'll see alot blood and threats.. you'll come back and wonder wtf to do next. you'll start doing odd jobs that pay you by the hour, no at a petrol station or mcdonalds..you'll find out. pretty soon you'll go to india again, cos you have the anniversary. things going on like that, no one will hire you yet, cos its illegal you shit to work before your 18.. so much for headstart!! so stop wasting saliva, envelope, stamps, money, walks to post office. You get into some serious trouble cos of your friends, i mean serious. go for the KIT Challenge, but dont go to your friends house after that. You get hired to work for an AD company before ur 18...and when you meet ur boss, tell her she looks good. Dont be shy. You'll feel proud about your 1st paycheck. you'll have your first phone, yes from your savings ofcourse.

Next few months, will work out alright, you'll be talking to someone, you'll drive her insane enough to ask you out, late night text, calls. you'll meet her soon in real too. nothing special happens when ur 18. your on ur wy to india again, coming back you'll have her waiting for you. you'll be head over ur shoes for her, she is someone whom you'd never be able to handle. she is too much of work for you, but still go ahead. loosen the other one you keeping messaging on the side, there is nothin there for you there, but do it anyway, you'll learn a few things. You'll start work in the most strange way, take a bloody shave, wear a tie. No your not going to australia, even though you get accepted. At work you'll meet alot of ppl, good/ok/shitty ppl. ease on your words, you have a loud foul mouth we all know, so tune down a lil if you can. You'll kick some serious ass with your work, you'll have ur seniors whinning you finish work so early.... LAUGH OUT LOUD as you can. The paycheck is going to be way more than you expected, ill leave you to get a mini heart attack.

You'll stand out for you work, loud mouth, showing up late to office or long breaks. Being you, your just going to handle it hows it all meant to be handled. Your not going to be with that girl you dating, she break up, you'll break up, drive you insane. Finally you grow some balls and tell her that you cant do this anymore. You close that book. But hell you'll open alot of doors you didnt know existed. i aint going to tell you what. you'll have a love/hate, more like you both want to kill each other relationship with someone at work. she'll turn out to be quite a work for you, too much most of the time, but you become the punching bag for her and she'll confide in you. Dont worry nothing new you'd need to know, cos your were good at what you did.

Remember the grl you met online who likes In the End by LP as much as u did, who lives half way around the world, you'll meet her soon. She is going to turn your world around. i'll let you find out how you become what you become for her. pretty soon you wont be the same guy. You work well, your now very much known for your foul loud mouth, hot head in office and by the management. People would still hesitate to give you responsibility, FFS your still not even 19...obviously they are not use to having ppl your age running sections of projects. Things will go on as it will, you keep doing what you doing. There is so much you will learn, fall into, get out of, become of in the years... everything is left for you find out.

By the time you turn 21, things will fall into place, you'll have some peace in your life and you will learn to smile more often for no reason when you look at someone picture. You and your love/hate - worst enemy/best friend will grow a bond, stronger, closer. she will happen to be your strength in the comin months, before your 22 everything will fall out of place. You'll lose someone and nothing will be same again. dark times ahead, watch out for emotions that run deep dark inside you. dont give into the suicidal side of you. your strong and try to be. talk to ppl, write more. ok this may some as surprise, even though you've been kicked out ur english & english lit class back in school. you have a way to channel all your anger, dissappoint, so write that long note to the first puppy love gf of yours and you know where to hit the next you down the dark pit. you'll fall deeper into, but something along the wy will save you.

By this time you'll grow more close to your family, your uncles will be teaching how to mix drinks, drink with them, make the best bites and get into trouble with their wifes for it. you'll have a great time growing up. You'll become be distant with your only parent alive. Will make you want to run away so many times, will never understand you nor will you be appreciated for who your. You will be hurt and you wont understand how can you talk to you own blood this way. embrace yourself, cos your so alone now, there is no one who can help you, except yourself. but you start finding other stuff to help you and you know to bottle it up and build walls around you.

By 23 your a different man, things take you down the rut even further and you swim right into as well. You'll never learn from your mistakes, you only have experience. By now you would have carried three coffins, stand next to your uncle and only feel numb. you'll learn not to cry anymore, you'll learn not to give into emotions. when the year begins, you make up ur mind to leave your past behind, including the good things. your even going to leave the special someone in the dark. one side will beat u up inside for it, but the other side knows to take the beating and make you stubborn of what your head wants.

Im 24 now, single, alone but i accept who im, you will learn to accept who you are.. You wud have gone through different hairstyles, full shave, plats, braids, oh yes you grow your hair long enough to get braids done, a piercing, a tattoo and women's name you dont remember anymore who have been in your life and some you dont want to hear ever again in ur life.oh btw.. you get into a whole load of shit cos of the bad habits you have with woman, threats, almost beat ups and what not, but your still alive and you still do what you do...you'll learn to laugh about it all..

its almost november in 2009 and your attitude and you will change so much, you'll regret who your at the moment. there is nothing you can change. life teaches you alot, you learnt it yourself in the wildernes.. once you leave home, you never come back, and your one of them. so live it as it comes, try to save a lil if you can for that rainy day or if you want to do a surprise date, you'll never be rich, but u make the most of what you get and with credit cards. where im today, im proud, cos i made it on my own. when you reach this date, you'll know you'd be writing this.

~ questions and answers ~

He broke from the passionate lip lock, trailing his lips down to her chin, to her neck, as he slowly bit on her neck, a she responded with hers on his neck, very soon something that’s going to be questionable if he went out without high collar. Sighs and hisses of hers filled the room. Her finger nails gets more intense on his skin, almost piercing through, leaving her love marks on his back; his skin feels the burning sensation as she runs down on his back. His lips trailing further down to her neck, soft butterfly kisses on her collar bone. He pauses for a moment to catch his breath, her fingers rush to his hair to guide him back to her skin, his lips trailed even further down on her skin, down to her navel, his lips could not get enough of her skin and she couldn’t get satisfied enough with his lips on her skin for she wanted more of him as each second passed by. Their wet naked body soaked the bed; she could feel the coldness creeping on her back when she suddenly pushed him aside to roll on top of him. She sat on top of him, he thought to himself, second time on one day, he was laying there breathing heavy, his chest was heaving up and down and he was looking breathing heavy almost meeting his rhythm. Her hair fell in front covering her face, he tried to get up to push them back and she pushed him back to lie down on his back. She swung her hair back like in one go, like a in shampoo ad he thought, she ran her fingers through her hair and tried to fluff her wet hair, he rose once again this time he was in control of her, still on top of her she was about to fall on back when her reflex kicked in to hold him by his neck.

He sent both his arms around her to hug her tight; the water has almost dried off them, when he kissed a pearl of water on neck, she threw he head back, biting her lips and she drew him closer to her. It was as if they were one, her bosom crushed against chest, his pelvis almost as one with her hip. She began to grind on him, slowly at first, their lips once again locked in a wild battle to take over each others, he tongue pierced his first and he came back stronger with his. Her slow paced rhythmic movement against him turned her on even more; she broke off the kiss as she couldn’t take it anymore. She whispered in his ear with her hands around his neck, “I want you now”. He moved her away from him, looked deep into her eyes, his hand went to her hip, as he guided her to slowly lie on the bed, she ran her nail top on his arms, turning him on, tickling his senses, he came over her and covering the day light, he let his lips lay softly on her moist lips, she met his kisses like for the first time she was kissing a man. His hand moved to thighs stroking them softly, her hand now running around his neck, pulling out this thick curls and the other over his broad back to pull him closer to her. Her right hand slips between them, creeping over his strong abdomen and to guide him to the gateway to heaven. She sighed at his first touch on her. She wanted him more than ever now, there was no holding back and there was no going back. She moved against and under him, he weighed more than her, sensing she wanted to have control of what’s to come next, he lifted himself lightly but she used her left hand to pull him down on her. Lips locked, her bosom crushed against his heavier upper body, she was barely managing to breathe in-between the wild union of lips and crushed rib cage.

Their body moved in a perfect rhythm, she felt as though it was her first time, indeed it was her first time with him and one in a long time. Her feelings for her husband died the moment she walked into the bedroom finding him with another woman, what killed her more was that he was on the same bed each night with her. She felt the lost intimacy between them a while ago, she felt as though there was a drift, a wedge between them on the same bed, and now she found the reason for it. She closed her eyes to forget the pain inside her and wanted to enjoy the moment. He didn’t love her, but still somehow she wanted him out of all the men she could have had. Her nails dug into his skin making him groan at each stroke, he went deep into her, she groaned like never before, at least she didn’t remember the last time it was this way with a man. She tried to move him to get on top of him, but his weight never gave into her want, she met his strokes with a certain disappointment in her. He was too strong for her, but her womanly nature didn’t want to back down, there was nothing to lose, only to gain, she tried once again to shift position, to her surprise he rolled her over him, making him to sit on top of him. A loud squeal filled the room once against amidst the moans and sighs. She flung her hair back over her shoulder, he was watching her flushed face starting to show pearls of sweat on her fair skin. Her hands pushed down on his chest, she commanded him “stay down”. Her hands went to his shoulders to hold him down, but she didn’t know he let her have her way cause he wanted to, this time he overpowered and rose up to kiss on her lips, his fingers tenderly went through her wet hair holding them tight to keep her head steady against her movement, still inside her, she was on top, she wanted to give him all for she doesn’t know what might happen tomorrow. More than she wanted to give him, she wanted him for herself. She rose up against his body, slammed back on him, this made him groan the first time, the second, the third, when he started meeting her. She was going wild; she hasn’t felt like this since her first few years of marriage, during the early months of exploring she turned from a naïve innocent young girl to satisfied woman.

She was pushing against his strokes now, she was more wild with each second passing by, she was nearing her climax, when he felt he was about to give out, his fingers clutched her hair tighter, she knew instantly he was about to give out into her. She picked up her pace when she was reaching her climax, he was first to give in, he groaned loud, his deep voice showed a level she has never heard. She felt a gush inside her, she didn’t want it to stop, she was reaching hers and she followed him. Intense waves of pleasure, one after the other followed like the flood gates have been open, she sent her nails into his skin, she didn’t care if she had to stitch him after, holding him so tight against her, she let the flood subdue slowly, she now rode him much slower and finally almost came to a halt before she collapsed on top of him as he laid down on the bed. She managed to lift her head up from his chest, reached her lips on his neck and kissed from softly. His hands went to stroke through her hair and the other caressing the soft skin of her back. He was still inside her.

Minutes had passed, both hadn’t noticed until she managed to roll off him and lie next to him, almost his arms, when she rested her head and pulled up the sheets and closed her eyes. He closed and lived the moment. He had a question at the back of his mind, but this not the time. He tried to get up but her hands were around him, he turned to her side and closed his eyes. He woke up in darkness, didn’t know that time has passed to night. She had rolled to the other side; he didn’t want to wake her up, got himself out of bed and pulled the towel around him as he walked to sitting area of the suite. He looked at the contemporary clock hanging on the wall over his head, took him a couple of seconds to figure it was past 7. Stretched out his arms and tried to stretch his sleepiness out of him, he heard a familiar voice call out for him, “come back to bed will you”, and he turned around to watch her sitting up on the bed, naked, sleepy and messy, like she has been ravaged. He stood there with a smirk. He said “time for dinner darling and we have to get back to city as well”; she got up on her knees and stretched out her laziness, “what if I wanted to stay here for the night, would it be too much to ask”. He didn’t say anything to her, no question as to why. He looked for his phone, found it on the dressing table with a large mirror facing the bed, he remembers how she how she rode him and he was all the while watching it on the mirror. He started typing a message and he switched it off. She asked him “had to cancel your dinner plans with someone else?” he replied with a smirk on his face, “only dinner plans I have with you on the beach, get ready”. He walked to the shower and she followed him. Showered and freshened, he watched her get dressed in front of him. He presumed she had already planned this just in case, she put a string tieback with a open back blue dress, “just perfect for the beach” he thought in his head. “how do I look” she asked him standing there almost jittery, thinking to herself if she is pushing her luck too much with him. “just perfect” as he took her in his arms and kissed her softly. She pushed him away, “don’t get started now”; she came into his arms and kissed on his lips. Both walked out of the suite, hand in hand, walked to restaurant by the beach, she wasn’t interested in anything or anyone around; she kept looking at him all the time. She wasn’t too keen on the food, the breeze from the sea kept her senses alive, she was playing with his feet with hers. She felt a sudden chill as stroke of strong breeze brushed over her overly exposed skin, she felt that chill run down her spine and give her goose bumps.

He suggested they take a stroll on the beach, they finished dinner in an orderly manner, not rushing through anything. She picked up the desert in her hand, she said let’s take a walk, they walk strolling on the beach, she was twirling around and sending her dress fly up to her mid thighs, exposing her fair skin. She fell on him trying to spin around with the desert cup in her hand, he helped her up and she was trying to feeding him the desert. They came across an old washed up on the beach, she said “let’s sit down”, he sat down first on the log, feeling it too hard, he asked her to sit on his lap. She sat across his lap, feeding him another spoon. She kept the desert down, he asked her “too full to finish it”, and she replied giggling “I’ve been starving and no I’m not full yet” with a wink. “can we talk” she asked him a very soft tone, “yeah sure, what do want to talk about”. She paused, sighed and tried to get the correct words that were not coming easy to her at this point of time. She didn’t want to ruin what she was having, but she wanted to know. Finally calmed herself and took in a deep breath and sighed out slowly, slowly swaying her left to right on his lap, “what” he asked her. “ok, promise you want get mad at me for asking this” she let out a sigh once again, she made him promise and he did.

“did you love her” and she paused and closed her eyes and ears scrunching her face, she covered her face with her hands. There was silence between the two, the swaying has stopped and the waves dashing against the shore filled the air. He let out a sigh; she opened her eyes and looked at him, holding his face in her palm, “come on, you can talk to me about this”, he understood her intension. He began with a sigh to say..

~ postponed ~

early notice, due chapter 10 has not even gone through the thought process.. :( without my laptop i feel kinda lost... hate to be sitting at my pc n large keyboard.. large scren.. feels weird.. :S

sad ass post i know.. didnt know wt else to post..ahaha...

~ sinful escape ~

They both enjoy the Sunday breakfast in bed. She was in his arm, that’s all she wanted of him, his closeness, to make him forget about his pain. She began to say “I have something to tell you”. She paused to look into his eyes, if she should really tell him what she wanted to get off her chest. He raised his eyebrows as he sips his coffee only to blurt out, “go on, tell me”. She replied with a heavy sigh, took his cup of coffee from his hand, got out of his arms and sat on his lap, with her legs on either side. She moved her hands to his cheeks, running her left hand through his hair, running through his think curls, “I have something to tell you and please don’t be mad at me”. She paused once again, with an emotionless smile on her face, sighed again and began “I just found out”, sighed again and stopped her words, taking a deep breath once again and she tried not to swallow her words once again, “I caught my husband cheating on me”. She stopped her words, took her hands away from him and she moved away from him as he sat there motionless biting his lips and listening to what she was saying.

“tell me something, tell me anything” pleading to him, as he sat there motionless. She tried to grind off him, she got on her knees to get off him, he stopped her, holding her left hand and pulling her on top of him. She fell on top of him, she looked into his eyes, his lips opened slowly which all the while was not moving, “it’s alright, I know what its like to lose someone you love”. She sighed in relief, he could feel her body heaving against him and she closed her eyes and laid her head softly on his bare chest. A soft cry as tears rolled from her eyes onto her cheeks and then on his body, he lifted her chin up, wiping the tears away from her face, “ didn’t we agree on no regrets, no thank you, no sorry”, she nodded softly and threw her hand around his neck and laid her head once again on his chest. It’s been sometime since she had laid there on top of him like this, he stroked through her long dark hair and tried to swallow the words in his mind, but he couldn’t. Before he could begin to say anything, she began to say “do you have to go”, there was pain in her words and he knew of the pain in some way. “not if you want me to” he smiled at her, trying to take her pain away. She looked up to his eyes; she smiled back softly, “please stay”.

He rolled her away from his body and get out of bed, she was on her back looking at him, her chest heaved up and down with a loud sigh and “so all that was just a tease” was the question she managed to ask her after fighting with it inside her mind, watching him get dressed, as he teasingly said “who said I’m leaving” as he winked. She quickly got herself straight up from the bed, “what do you mean”, “now can I have my shirt please” and she replied pleadingly “no, don’t leave me, I’m not going to give you the shirt”, he stood there holding his jean pocket, “do you want me to take you around without a shirt” with a evil smirk on his face. Her face lit up in excitement and then the next second her bright smile went away. He asked her “why the saddened face now”, “well you know why” was her soft sad reply, “no I don’t know why” was his response to her, “you know I can’t be seen out with you”, he stood there with disbelief, “ is that your problem, who said anything about going around in this town”. She was on her knees on the bed, unbuttoning his shirt she was wearing all the while, with a quizzical look on her face she asked “what do you mean”, “I mean we are getting out of this town, I’ve already got a room booked at the hotel”, she was shocked at his words, she paused unbuttoning for a sec, “and when did you plan on telling me this, why don’t you want to stay here with me”. He moved closer to her, she still could smell his perfume on his neck, as she threw her arms around his neck, he tried to take the shirt off her body, “I wanted to surprise you and to tell you the truth, I’m not comfortable in sleeping in another man’s bed”, he was strong with his reply. He took the shirt from her, “come on, let’s get out of here”.

She couldn’t say no to him or yes to him, she was fighting for a reply in her head. She knew she had already crossed the fence and now there was no point in looking back. She pulled herself together and made up her mind, she was going to have the best Sunday. As she was getting dressed, “what about your clothes”, “oh we’ll get something on the way or pick it up on the way”, she surprised herself at saying yes to eloping away from the city, from her house, her bed, which has tormented her all this while, a much needed sinful escape she thought. He was waiting for her until she changed herself to more than skin, stood there watching her robe herself with every piece of garment she needed to get out of the house. She covered herself in embarrassment with her hand and turned her back to face him. “oh, so you shy to show me your nudity to me now”, she replied quickly, “yes I’m” and yet he stood there, “move it” she said with a raised voice followed with a giggle. He was on the large black leather couch, thumbing away a text, she came from behind and pulled the phone away from him, “you are not going to get this until we get back” she put it away in her bag, “let me at least finish the text” he said, she denied him saying, “she can wait until we get back, today you promised to be with me and you better keep that promise”. He sighed and asked her “we all set”, she came close to him whispered in his right as she let her hand wrap around his broad waist “I’ve got something special”, he looked at her with a evil grin once again, “if you say so”. She led him out of her house, pulled her shades down from her head to cover her eyes from the world, but everyone in the building knew her, she was mostly known by her surname.

She was driving seat today, “are we getting your clothes on the way or you picking up the beach shorts I got you last time” she asked him, “oh yes, that’s exactly what I had in mind, let’s go pick up my clothes” was his reply. She sped away close to his and parked closer to his house “I’ll wait here” she said and he got out of the car. He was back in the next few minutes. “so where are we going now” she asked him, he said, “just keep driving”. Soon they were out of the bustling city and the seashore line’s came to their view, she wanted to feel the breeze rush past against her face, she felt an excitement running all over her body, she glanced at him, through her dark shades. “keep your eyes on the road” he said, “you think I can’t keep my eyes on you and the road” she questioned him, “I bet you can” he replied and pulled down his aviators to cover his eyes. They reached the hotel sooner than she anticipated, but she wanted to be one with his skin. He finished up picking the keys and he had gotten the room on the top most floor of the hotel, he picked up her bag and she walked hand in hand with him. Still her shades covering her eyes and hiding her anxiety, excitement, the thought of getting away from the city to a faraway place with him. She never imagined she would be where she is now, but here she was with him. He led the way to the suite, locked the door behind them. He dropped the bags and grabbed from him behind, almost startling her, his lips came down on her fair skin, her long jet black hair was between his lips and her skin, she pulled them away to once again feel his skin touch hers and send thrills all over her body. She pulled his hands tighter around her waist, drawing him closer, his broad shoulders helped him almost cover her from behind; she threw her head back on his shoulder, trying to reach and to nibble his ear, but failing. She turned around to face him, she got out his embrace, he stood there puzzled, she pulled her top over her head and walked to the bedroom, he followed her right behind her, she led him to the room with her hand in his and he gave her fingers a gentle squeeze.

She stood close to the king size bed, waiting for him to come take her, she needed him more. He was like a drug that she could not get enough of, she thought to herself. He came next to her, taking off his t-shirt, “I need to shower” he said, as he walked away from her pulling the towel from his bag, she pulled the towel from his hand “look who’s shy now” she said to him a teasing tone. “you can keep it” and he took off his shorts “and I’m not shy”, winked back at her and kept walking towards to the bathroom and left the door open. She could see him from where she was standing; she was still holding his towel in her hand, watching him get wet was provoking her thoughts to join him. She tried as much to resist the temptation of being there next to him in the shower; finally she gave in, “what the hell” she thought, before she threw the last piece of the silky piece of cloth that was covering her skin. She joined him from behind, running her hands on his broad shoulders, cold was drizzling down his spine, slowly let her hands brush against his body and the guzzling water she reached forward to his chest and held him tight. He could feel her skin one with his one, in a tight embrace she stood there getting herself wet. He turned around put his arms around her, held her tight, lifting up her chin, eyes closed, he moved closer to her lips and stopped just a breath away, she leaned forward, for she longed for his kiss since she got out of the house and now she was in state of euphoria. Her mind told her, this was just the beginning.

Her hands ran wild over his back; his hands held her hip in a steady position as their lips went at each other like lovers who didn’t have a tomorrow, well no one knows what tomorrow brings. Against the gushing water, their skin dashed against each other making the sound of water splash, thrills ran over her body like never before, or at least not in the recent time and she loved every second that she was with him. He gave her that feeling of being wanted, in the back of her mind she knew this was all wrong, but she couldn’t be bothered anymore with the pain and loneliness. She reached up to him on her toes and pushed him against the wall, he was surprised at her move, even she was, like someone else has taken over her body and she liked that feeling inside her. Her hands ran wild through his thick curls, she clutched the end of this curls tight, and his hands were caressing her wet back, her chest now crushed against his strong chest. She brought her left hand down to run on his chest, running her nails on his chest, followed his sigh in pain, they broke off the kiss, he could see 3 small red lines on his chest, she came down to kiss on them, he stepped out of the shower, took the towel from the counter , a large white towel. She stood there facing him, he wrapped the towel around her, tucking the end in on the front and she wrapped one around his waist. He lifted her off her feet to her surprise, “put me down” she squealed, words which fell to deaf ears. “you think I’m not strong enough” he said, “your strong enough, but I’m heavy, now don’t put me down” she quickly threw her hands around his neck.

He walked over to the bed and laid her down slowly, as she rolled to the other end of the bed; the knot that kept the towel around her body came loose. He stood there watching fair wet skin, she tried to cover herself with the towel and he pulled them away from her. He joined her in bed, crawling up to her, as he came on top of her, she loosened the knot that kept his towel at his waist and she was slowly closing her eyes as his lips kept inching towards hers. Her eye lids and she would feel his lips against hers. She longed for this from him, if not for him, she thought it would have been some guy she didn’t even feel anything. Just some random guy who got a lucky screw she thought to her. With him she had a sense of security; she had known him for some time. She let loose of all her fears and hold backs, he let herself free with him, her hands once again ran through this thick wet curl ends, clutching them hard, and other hand running over his back.

He broke from the passionate lip lock, trailing his lips down to her chin, to her neck, as he slowly bit on her neck, a she responded with hers on his neck, very soon something that’s going to be questionable if he went out with high collar. Sighs and hisses of hers filled the room.

~ fat ~

"dude u've gotten fat / buffed / put on / heavy" is the comment i get from ppl these days who havent seen me in sometime and when we bump into each other. What prompted me to write this, i got this comment twice on one night.. :D had one of those weekend right from friday to sunday partying and yes im standing - at 3 in the morning at work. Fridy night at LUSH ended somewht early, Saturday at Zouk as long hrs into Sunday morning and followed with afternoon at the beach. i actually felt good getting out this much after a very long time..on the other hand, drinking was at all time low, i think the whole of the weekends drink would have summed to my normal one night partyin!! dissappointing on tht account though..

back to the topic, yeh i've gained about 10 since i stopped hitting the gym the last 6 months, eating sleeping sitting in one place, eating sleeping... work routine.. you get the pic, thats wht i've been doing. so that has left my body to expand or rather not fit atleast, not tht im the size of a big pig... well i dont know - 5-10, 80K, dark, bad afro.. wht do u say?!?!? . i've never really bothered until the frequent comments, not that im bothered, just wanted to know how to reply back..? Excuse (keyword) i use is "I've stopped working out" but i dont know how long i can use it for....

- Simple - Thank you?

- more sarcy - You look ugly.

- Simple - Just smile?!?!?

just a bored musing on a monday morning as im about to get off from work (its still 10.30) :-P mmmwwwaaahhhaahah...

on another note - wht do you ppl think of the story so far, i've managed to write 8 chapters, for a guy who failed english in skool. but i can promise the next two chapters would be treat if you'll plan to stick around.. :P or not hehe. you'd have to tell me. my style of writing has changed, i dont know how many like it or dont. want to know what you'll think how its been so far.

Hope everyone had a good weekend (was it trick or treat) and have a good weeek....